lesson to learn

Today i didn't sit at my own place as usual as i felt that i didn't wanting to. Sat at used to be Syl's place. Which is right in front of teacher. Today i felt touched by my teacher's words.Especially from Cikgu Nisha and Cikgu Dayangku. Cikgu Nisha seemed so concerned with me. Maybe i am not working hard enough on my studies,especially her subject,Bm(i didn't always pass up my homeworks). She said to me that don't be like DESMOND(my senior and her ex-student last year). I wasn't get it at first but when i think back so hard,i realised. Maybe she saw me something like DESMOND but in female version i suppose,Hahaha!!! and cikgu Nisha told me also that i look like no 'semangat' to study.My Goodness! is that so obvious?? Maybe i do have one,a little or maybe a pinch. I got so overwhelmed after that and reflected the words. Then came Cikgu Dayang.After we had discussed with our Pengajian Am Kertas 1 quetionaires,i went straight to her said to her that i am so afraid of failing. Well,Cikgu Dayang advised me that if we do have the will to study hard and sincere what we are learning,Insya-Allah,we will success.She smiled and said no worries to me. I felt so glad. Now,i got the semangat already.Thanks to my teachers. That's why i love my school so much. I will never forget. In order to get my spirit lighted up,i must sit at Syl's place. Maybe i need to sit alone in order to focus within this few months(121 days left people to STPM)...Scarryy!!!