buhai buhai....ako ang buhai

It's been a long time i did not update my blog. My routines made me crazy. however,my three days holidays made me a human being again!!! I was like a robot for a week. I was busy with my work and my personal life. Many things went upside down. haha!!! But,i was happy with the people that i love.

Do i need to change in order to forget the past? That is the question that always play on my mind. I am afraid of many many things nowdays. even smallest thing can make me anxious easily. Many many stuff bugging me. It is so scary when things that we wanted to avoid so much getting us nearer and nearer each day. Hmmphh.. Am i that different from before? As i told my mother a few days ago,the SITUATION made me changed. But my laughter and my naughty naughty attitude still the same. Kinda a bit matured than before. Kinda slowly in love with my new life. Trying to adapt the new situation. Starting a new life.

Aku jatuh cinta apda dirimu..wahai new buhai! xD