yes,i remember

I remember something and i do not want to repeat the same mistakes. It's up to me to write my own story life. Now days,i am more to myself. Not much interaction going on. People being so nice with me with hidden agendas. I have these thoughts that people are never be the 'people' that we want to be fitted in. Sometimes it's better to keep ourselves low or in other words,humble,down to earth. It is more about knowing the real you and the surrounding.


Met many kind of colours,make me knowing myself better. I am still searching the purpose of myself living in this world. Till now, i am not so sure what i really want. when i had something that i really really want to do, there is someone is trying his best to pull me down. to make me not worthy to live in. i decided to prove and at the same time,i am not going to make any close contact to that person. It's better for us to keep it to yourself. No use foe us to share something if we know that person is not the person that is willing to be with us. Simple as that.


Whatever we do,we face all the consequences and be more responsible. It is better to live in a normal and respected pace. Not saying that i got a halo on my head. It's a healthy and safer to live and fit in inside the community itself. Even though many people said to me, do not care what people have spoken to us. Sometimes,it does matter to me. Either it's building us up or pulling us down. we must know how to equalise it.


Today im off from my duty due to hard works these days. My feet are aching but im not complaining. It's the decision that i made. I do not want to regret as i know that will bring the best benefit ever in my life to have a work experience and building up my confidence to talk to people i mean costumer as a promoter. i met wonderful customer and not all.. Some of them are very fussy. Never know. I thought i am the most fussy person. Guess, i am wrong about that.



what a day off..